Epic.
Fucking.
Fail.
Just been to my second maths revision session. Surds.
I tried. I asked. I was explained to.
I still don't get it.
I don't think I ever will.
Someone help me find a job that doesn't require a maths GCSE? Please?
Because I really don't think I can do this.
I know most people say they struggle with maths but then they pull through but... I honestly don't think I will. I can't can't can't do them and I feel unimaginably stupid right now.
I slept really early last night and I still felt really tired all day.
Stressed.
Irritable.
Crap.
I need... something other than this. I need to write something and for it to be amazing. No, not just "everything you write is amazing" or anything like that. I want it to feel amazing. I want it to have power. Make someone cry. Make someone laugh. I need to feel like there's something that balances out my minus IQ where numbers are concerned.
I need reassurance. I need people to be nice to me. I need Lostprophets new album.
I need to get a fucking grip.
:/
3 comments:
(The previous comment that was deleted was from me, btw. I spelt a load of it wrong and decided to edit it so my brain didn't explode.)
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Surds are shit. Y'know what? My group was so stupid we weren't even taught them, and they were still in the exam. I know i failed that bit. Not that that helps you...but yes :)
I hate that you're going though this and that it's making you feel crap because i know that you are 100% not crap. Maths isn't your strong point. But i know that the way you have with words that is fucking fan-bloody-tastic.
I get that you want to feel that its amazing, and not just be told, but believe me its damn spectacular, hon. And so are you.
Sometimes i feel your style of writing could take a shit on my style and mine would still be all ::inlove: with yours :tehe:
^__^
Hope you stop feeling as bleh. You know you can always talk to me :) :arms:
Love you
xx
... I can do surds...
they're like those things with the funny sign in front, right?
Like the square root of 12= sqrt 4 + sqrt3 which = 2 sqrt3
If you ever need help with that shit, I could give you a hand / the answers?
And I think we all need the LPs new album. Ian should hurry the fuck up before we tie him up in a room and whip him.
Though that may make him go deliberatly slow...
Humm...
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