eh

I have that weird, kind of tight feeling in my throat and chest. Not like upset or painful or anything, it's just that feeling when you're tired. Or when i'm tired I get it, anyway. It's to do with the oxygen, I think. Too tired to breathe properly, so not enough oxygen is in my lungs or bloodstream... then I yawn because there isn't enough in my brain and I feel weirdly short of breath and yet not out of breath, because... there's not enough oxygen.

Basically, I'm too tired to breathe properly.
That's what I think it is anyway.

I have homework I should do, homework due in tomorrow, but I'm not. I don't know if I will. I'm too fucking tired from school and trains to do anything but sit on my bed eating pasta and reading and writing tales about rockstars that were never true.
Well. I've been reading some.
I'm too tired to write.
Which is shit.

I planned out like... a whole story in English this morning. I wish I'd had a notebook with me so I could start writing it. But I didn't. Only school books, and somehow I think that writing Stu's description of Jamie and what it's like to be in love with him in the back of my science book might not go over brilliantly. It's just not a good idea on top of everything thats happened lately.

I'm getting confused over where to put apostrophes.
This is never good.

This is pretty much a blog of nothingness, but there you go...