Sunday, 22 March 2009

I want...

I want I want I want I want lots of things.

I want to sleep. I want to sleep for a few days. I want another day to do all my work with no distractions or complications. I want April half term. I want to be able to eat without feeling guilty. I want to lose weight. I want to be skinnier. I want to get things done. I want energy. I want a fucking cigarette or three. I want my complexion to be better. I want to feel close with my friends again. I want the weather to be warm and sunny more. I want to go to every english lesson I have now that we're doing Romeo and Juliet. I want to keep positive. I want to do well in school. I want to get at least a B in both of my maths exams in June. I want to do well. I want to go to college, I want to go to uni. I want to go to Give It A Name. I want a piercing. I want to escape Ludlow.

but i want doesn't get. so I'd better get off this and do my work, regardless of how heavy my eyelids feel right now.

1 comment:

T.M.J said...

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Knowing what you want is a good first step in getting it though.

I know its easier said than done and it seems really generic, but i will help you in any way that i can.

You're amazing as you are, but people don't often see whats good in themselves and want something more. That's human nature.

I want everything to work out for you, but it isn't always that easy. You deserve what you want though, if it makes you feel better.

I love you :) xxx